You either want to be with someone, or you dont. You’re going to do anything and everything in your power to be with that person, or you wont. Whether that’s distance, time constraints, schedules not lining up, whatever it is. You either care about that person and want to be their safe place, or you don’t. Nothing is permanent, schedules change daily, hourly, minute to minute really. Distance can be a blessing in disguise or a real challenge if that’s what you make it. Time passes like water in a stream, nothing will stop it. Eventually those time constraints change and open up. Anything can be an excuse when you make it one.
Just know, I was here and willing to love you whole heartedly and you wanted none of it.